I would have to say that the worst feeling in the whole entire world is the feeling of uncertainty and not knowing. And when I say this I mean the uncertainty and not knowing of how someone is feeling or what they're thinking. I really wish that I could read peoples minds so I can stop myself from making more wrong decisions in the future.

And for this reason I'm finding myself utterly on edge.

I apologize for the negative journal and I know that I don't normally post them but I had to say what was on my mind somewhere or to someone. Today has been quite an eye opening day for me and due to this I can't wait for Sunday (Easter) to just relax and completely get  everything that has been troubling me off my mind. I plan to spend it with my family with lots of food and tea, lot's and lot's of tea to be exact, oh and of course with a good book!

I wish you all a happy and Holy Easter, God bless